I'm not a great writer
I'm not a great writer; sometimes I don't think I am a good one. I doubt myself a lot because I fear mediocrity the most. Most of the time when I post a poem, it's because I am feeling bold after writing it in 2 minutes. Many poems sit unfinished in my notes app. Ideas sit in my brain and never see the light of day. Sometimes I think the words in my mind are more beautiful than what I present. I stunt myself creatively because this fear consumes me. I realized recently that this is still attached to my ego. Ego and pride will be the death of us all. I am writing this today because I woke up and realized that I need to just do it. I need to just delve into the depths of myself and simply write. I usually have an editor help me (shoutout to Giana!), but today it's just me, my shitty punctuation, and my unprofessional sentence structures. I've been putting off writing th...