Whores 4 Horror Poems
*Trigger warning: sexual assault, self-harm, addiction, etc.* Starting these will always be awkward for me but I think I am only thinking that because my anxiety has been up to my neck. Do you remember in Lilo & Stitch when Lilo draws out Stitch’s “good-to-bad” chart? That is me. But, with anxiety and clarity. Maybe because I am writing this under the influence of a whole backwood to myself and I am deciding THIS is the perfect moment to be emotional! Also, it could be that lately I truly have been anxious or just overthinking things more than usual. Which is saying a lot for me. Lately, I’ve noticed that from past experiences of trauma I have become adaptable. I know I also had this personality as a little girl by how many different types of friends I had but definitely in a different way now because of trauma. More and more this adaptability feels like a blurred line between survival and acceptance. I feel this tug and pull in so many different areas in my life. Like how shou...